hello... just came back from the park and an interestin event occured just a few mins ago about certain ppl. Before that, i would like to tell u about my day because it is an unsual day for me. It first started in the morning where i went to do my last minute set up for my presentation which means makin copies for everyone to see. I went to the church to possibly think that i could print out my project but one problem had stop me from gettin wat i wanted. The computer at the church had a different version of the Micro Publisher so therefore, it wouldnt open the document. So i rushed to the skool hopin that i could print it there with very limted time on my hands. Arriving at skool before 10 mins of class, i quickly went to the computer lab with mark and started with my first mission. It had the same problem as wat i had at the church and i was losin hope already but somehow, mark told me to check some other computers in the lab that has the same version of the publisher. I looked and looked and found a computer that has the same version. Another problem occured when i was tryin to print out the document because the printer wasnt workin well and i had to look for another printer thats workin. I found one and made a copy for myself and went straight to the library to make more copies. Mark decided to go to class because today is also a review day for our test tomorrow which is an open notes test. Hence, i made copies at the library and went straight to class that has just started as i came in. I wasnt really nervous about my presentation until second part of the review was done. I had everythin according to plan and i knew wat to present and how to present but another problem came which was my blanking out stage. Once i blank out about somethin, i would totally forget about everything which by the way happened when i took a glance at seat and mark was sittin there with a big SMILE on his FACE! I started to laugh and completely forgot about everythin in which made my presentation very very short. The professor freaked out and i could tell that he was pissed about it because it was so short. Anyway, class ended after the last person presentated and went home to pick up my mom. I dropped my mom to her work and went to Tarza because today was also an activity day for the servers and it was a quite few that showed up which was perfectly fine. I kicked back with the usual like gel, tobs, and shawn. While i was there, i kept thinkin about some memories that i had with my ex when we were there having so much fun... i was really in a dazing stage that time which toby and shawn had to drown me a couple times just to wake up. We went to different slides and just kick back at the lazy river the whole time. One thing i hate was the "wedgey slide" because everytime, we ended gettin a serious wedgey after ridin this certain type of slide. When i tried it out, i had a serious wedgey at the end of the slide because thats where all the water is collected before it slowly goes down the drain and it will hit ur butt hard core. After tryin out all the damn slides, we just kick it at a small pool where i believe has a bar and a imitation waterfall next to the bar. All of us were timin each other of who can last longer underwater and pretty much toby won by a few seconds. I cant believe that guy can breathe long underwater even though he smokes. LOL!!!! Anyway, it was time to get ready to go home so shawn, toby, and i went to shower room to get ready. *i know it might sound gay but nothin really happen durin that time* I hit toby with my shirt at his back and it made this really loud slap as if he was gettin whip with a thick wood but before those things happened, those guys were smokin at the bathroom. When it was time to go home, i had to follow gel to go up the hill because she was kinda of scared of dyin out when goin up. She was drivin standard and she's still having a hard time of balancin the clutch and the gas. After reachin the top, i split and went to get the mail at Postnet which basically nothin all the time. Then home sweet home where i began to rest a bit and decided to go online. I began to check my email and suddenly, my ex started to chat with me which lasted for about 3 to 4 hrs. It was fun because things are comin back as we BOTH wanted and at the same time, i was lookin for walkthrough for FFX2 and another server for blogging. After chattin with my ex, i went to the park to meet with paul, din, tin, and shawn to kick back for a while and its THURSDAY NITE MARKET!!!! Anyway, we were just talkin about anythin to nothin until shawn's mom came and started the concept of DRAMA. Its a long story about that but all i got to say is that i had to look for shawn after the arguement. We found him at toby's house and auntie mel said that she's just goin to drop shawn home and paul and i went back to the park to deal with it. I heard my bro got pulled over for some reasons but i dont know the story of it which rite now, he's talkin to my mom about it. Well im goin to sleep now cause i work tomorrow at 3 in the afternoon and somehow, i want to rest so laterz....
wow.. its 1133 pm here and i just got off from work because tonight is a hectic night for us. Tonight is when the shipment of produce comes from the states so therefore, we have to stock it up in the chillers and put some on the displays for tomorrow's sale. But the problem is that there are two other guys includin me who are in the night shift in which somehow, we really cant handle it because its just too much for us to everythin all at once. Like i said in the past blog, the night shift ppl does all the work and mostly the morning shift doesnt. I really think that its not fair for us to suffer nor do our share when they dont. Anyway, about my day, i woke up early today to check my email and that i needed to drop my bro off to his work. I checked my email and received one from my ex about wat happened for the past months. *its somethin where i really keep for myself* I responded back after droppin my bro off and i kinda rushed to the shower because i wasnt payin attention to the clock. I rushed goin to skool and the whole time, cops where everywhere so i couldnt really speed until i past them for about 600 feet. The class was pretty much boring as usual now and i have one more week until the exam. Tomorrow is my presentation about Reggae Music and im quite nervous about it. Somehow, i dont know how to present my topic unless i do somethin quick and im hopin that i wont say yeah nor stuffs on my presentation. After the class, i went to the bank to withdraw some cash because im runnin low and met mark at the bank. Then we went to Gloria Jeans because he wanted to grab some coffee and i decided to go to coffee beanery for some Ice Fudge Ripple. Those are pretty good and yummy espeically when a person doesnt have enough sleep. Instead of goin back to DFS where its our usual parking, we decided to eat at Blimpies and we both ordered warps just to chow. One thing about is that employees have to wear gloves which they do. But the problem is that when u see a piece of romaine lettuce touchin anything else besides the wrap nor the sandwhich that he or she is makin, u have to take it out or throw that piece away. So wat happened is that that person, put the piece back to the wrap and practically didnt looked right and this wrap was my order!!!! Since im a nice person, i just forgot about it and just paid for the wrap. Next time i wont ever go there but maybe some other location instead. Mark was laughin the whole time which it didnt really help at all. After that, i went to pick up my bro for lunch and went online at home to see if somethin's up. I received another letter from my ex and i worte her back about everythin wat i needed to express about my feelings. Then we chated for a while until i needed to go to work which was at 3 in the afternoon and i decided to leave the convo 30 mins prior to 3 because i needed to prepare. Well work is always the same on wednesday which is busy and tirin day. Well its 1150 rite now and im cravin for some coffee and its kinda too late to go out because i know that my mom will ask me tomorrow morning about it if i did do that. Yes... i need to wake up early tomorrow because i need to do any last minute about my presentation.. -good job lut-!!!! aii adai.. anyway, im headin out to my bed cause i want to rest.. later...
-Weird stuff of the day- Lut: "Kool!!! that remote control is a touch screen remote!!"
Mark: "yea, its digitalize..."
Lut: "no!! its touch screen!!!"
hello again... sorry if i havent been updating my blog for past few days because alot of things happened over the weekend. First of all, im just goin to tell u wat happened today which is Tuesday, July 27, 2004 and two more days until my presentation. Anyway, it started of in music class where i came really early today because i wanted to get out of my house early for some reasons... Since i was early, i decided to take a nap for a while until class starts but suddenly, i almost jumped out of my chair because mark was just there!!! I didnt even notice the guy!!! Anyway, i forgot all about it and just reminded that im goin to his house so that i can do my presentation or so-called project. The class was pretty boring and i kept lookin around. I noticed mark was fallin asleep so i kept buggin him by hittin his arm and tryin to make him laugh. In addition of my boredome, i notice that this girl thats sittin next to mark is startin to cling to mark. It seems like she really likes mark!!! THATS KOOL MARK!!!!! GO FOR IT!!! Well after class, i told mark that i will just meet him at Westin for some "Proudly brew" Starbucks Coffee because i have to drop my mom to work but first we stopped by at the bank so i had to call up mark to take his time goin to Westin. After droppin my mom, i met up with mark at the parking lot and it was kinda funny because i was having a hard time parking in reverse. *LOL* small spaces thats why!!! Anyway, i was tellin mark to walk all the way to coffee beanery instead since its also a good place to buy coffee. But mark was feelin so tired and lazy to walk so i felt sorry for him and just went on with the plan of goin to "proudly brew." So we were inside and began orderin our drinks, i asked mark wat was the name of this cafe and its surely not "we proudly bew" starbucks coffee. So mark was wondering too but then we saw some newspapers on the side and decided to read while drink our frappacianos. Then something stupid came about to me when i told mark a picture that shows a remote control thats touch screen. So i was amazed and said, "Kool!!! that remote control is a touch screen remote!" and he said, "yea... its digitalize..." then i said, "NO!!! its not, its touch screen!!" its somehow funny if anyone was listenin to our convo because sometimes, ppl might not get the idea of it... After that, we decided to head to markie's house for to do our so-called project thats due on thursday. On the sidetrack, i was quite sure that i didnt have to present on thursday because i had a feelin but THEN!!! mark had to jinx me a week before of today. He said that im goin to present on the 29th of july which i already have plans for that day. My plans were to go to Tarza with the rest of the servers for our activity and also i requested a day-off from my work. Everythin was planned out until mark's curse!!!! *aarrgghh!!!!* So now... i have to go to skool just to do my presentation and split after the class... *sigh* its okay markie... ur kool guy!!!!
Okay back to the topic, i went to mark's house to do my project... and for two hours, nothin!!! I couldnt think or i didnt know how to do my presentation... i wasnt organize enough to do my project... so all i did was just downloadin music into markie's pc which was pretty tight. Anyway, it was 3 in the afternoon where finally, i got the idea of how im goin to do my presentation and started to work on it. The whole atmosphere in the computer room was very quiet because mark was also "on the roll" with his project. I had to interupt him for quite often because it was freaky!!! I finished up to 6 in the afternoon and i completely forgot to do one more errand for my mom so i told markie that i needed to go home. Well i finished the errand few hours ago and i decided to serve at 7 after because i havent been goin to church lately. After serving, i went home and started to write on my blog but my mom interupted me because she was insistin me to get a haircut so i did. Well rite now, im about to go check out someone because i am very bored and yeah.. but mondays and fridays are kool!!!! hehehe...
Well i just came from my daily routine with mark and so far this day is goin great as far as i can imagined. First of all, i woke up really early today because i needed to print out my outline and my summary for my presentation. I just hope that my professor wont make any comments on it because i kind of rush on things with my homework and i was really tired from yesterday. Anyhow, we took our weekly test which was open book test and it was quite easy from the first test we had. I began lookin answers on my notes while i noticed that mark was takin his sweet time "researching" on the answers. I finished early than mark this time and i waited outside of the class. Then we went on our daily routine which was first at p.o. But a quick detour at Agana Shoppin Center to get money because markie was runnin low and he needed to deposit money for other bank account. WOW!!! LOTS OF BANK ACCOUNTS!!!! After p.o, went to Acanta to see if there are any surf store to see if there's any wallet that i wanted but there wasnt anythin i liked so went to DFS to park. We noticed that we felt sorry because we use the DFS parking alot but we never come out of that place with a single bag. Aaii!!!! And of course, we went to Gloria Jean's Coffees to check out wats new and found out that Leah was working. *WOW!!! LEAH!!! HAHAHAHAHA* okay guys, i dont sound obssesed alrite.* It was so amazing that she was workin and she's pretty nice actually. Anyway, she took my order which was green tea latte and she asked the both of us wat kind of milk we like. Mark was thinkin out loud and told me that he wanted her B***** milk.... oh ok mark.. LOL!!! Just kiddin... So we went to mcdo to chow which was rite ACROSS the place and we sat on the table where we were suppose to wait for shinobu but he never showed up. Who cares??? i enjoyed kickin it there because mark noticed somethin and he told me that she kept lookin at me which was so kool!!!! HAHAHA!!! I sound like a loser.. Anyway, i decided to order somethin again and this i ordered Italian soda which was pretty SWEET!!!! OH YES!!! SWEET AS HER..... ok ok ok enough.. She was askin me wat kind of flavors i wanted on my soda and i told her orange and banana. She totally freaked out from then on, we started a convo which was pretty kool. *sigh* this day is kool... rite mark???? ahahahaha... It was kind of sad that we were leavin the place already but its kool though... well like i said, i just got back from yeah which was a few mins ago... well im goona hit the bed first before i go to sleep.. so yeah. peace out!!!
Well i just came from work... yes work.... so tiring... i was supposed to get off from work around 10 but i was told to stay back until everythin is finish. Define finish?? Finish is when all the display are full, the display is very nice and neat, and have to be sure that all the trash are thrown of away. We didnt get to finish until 1130 and we started to clean up 15 mins after. I noticed that the morning shift really dont do anythin at all. They wait for the night shift to do all the work and since the shipments came today which usually comes on Wednesdays, we had to all the fruits and vegetables in the chill for storage. Everythin was so hectic because they were only three of us in the night shift and it wasnt enough. Anyway, im just glad that i got paid today since it was also our payday which i really made alot fo money. YAY!!!! So... about my day?? Let's see... first of all, i went skool really early and i asked mark if i looked so sleepy or tired and he said, "quite yes." Yes, i was very sleepy because i couldnt sleep the other nite due of alot of thinkin and worryin about some useless stuffs that from now on, i dont need to remember at all. Ok so in my music, it was all pretty kickback eversince the first day of skool and my professor always like to make us laugh with his corny jokes but none of us are laughin. We learned some pretty kool stuffs about the early baroque era in Rome and some other places. We listened to alot emotional stuffs and somehow, i was gettin pretty sleepy. Anyway, the chick that sit next to mark is always tryin to listenin to me and mark's convo. I really think that mark and that chick are goin out in a secret way.. i dont know im just kiddin... After class, i went to the coporate office while mark went to P.O and i met him back at the parking lot of P.O. Then we decided to go to Gloria Jeans Coffees to check if that chick was working and it turned out that she wasnt workin around that shift. Anyway, i met a girl named "Nicole" who also works at the coffee stand which is also HOT!!!! She asked if i was working around the premises of JP Superstore and i said no. After she took my order which was Green Tea Latte, she kept lookin at me again and i just kept smilin back to her. Then the manager was makin mark's order which was the same as mine, asked us if we were visitin the island. I freaked out because she thought that we were "TOURIST." I mean that was kool!!!! So mark said that we're locals and we were just checkin the places out. Then the manager said to us that we looked like tourist from california. HAHAHAHAH!!!! Thats so kool!!! Anyway, we went straight to Mcdo which was just across of the coffee place and i completely made a fool of myself. I was too busy thinkin about nicole that i didnt know that the person was tryin to take my order. Wat i said to the lady was very funny that even mark was laughin very hard. After the lady took mark's order, i was absent-minded about anythin that i told the lady that the order are seperate pay. She knew that it was and i kept tellin her that its seperate. The only way for me to wake up is when mark said that she was TRYIN to take my order and i just realized that i wasnt thinkin straight. GOOD JOB!!!!! just like wat mark said after i realized.... After gettin the food, we were lookin for a place to sit and there's nowhere to sit because the place was packed with tourist!!! We saw two chairs and a table next to the stand so we decided to just relax their and eat our food. It really looked funny because the place was outside of Mcdonalds and it didnt look good... So while eatin, i noticed that nicole kept lookin at me and i just smilin back to her and i told mark that she's lookin at us. I think its because we really look stupid eatin outside... hahahah!!! All of a sudden, shinobu showed up at the table which freaked out because he was dressed in a suit that made him looked so rich and he's eatin at Mcdo. It really looked so funny!!! Meanwhile, i just kept starin at her and it was a pretty nice sight because eye contact was there... i dont know.. i dont want to brag about it... Anyway, we decided to leave the area and i looked at her again for the last time and this time, we both smiled. But of course, my mind was somewhere and i hit the automatic door while exitin and i made a fool of myself AGAIN!!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Who cares??? im havin fun and i really think that we are doin in a daily basis from now on... *sigh* Well i guess thats about it cause im really tired and i just want to probably sleep for a while so that my body can rest a bit for tomorrow's journey.. So later!!!
I still couldnt find any kind of wallet that i wanted...
Well hello... its kinda weird that i was able to write again after taking a long vacation in writin my blog. Let's see wat happened today... well its starts off with a very urgent txt from my ex-gf asked me if i was busy. But then i was at skool so i couldnt do anythin at all and just let it wait until everythin is finish first. I didnt want any distraction at all because rite now, i really want to take my education seriously. She txted me that she was kinda depressed and maybe she wanted to talk since it was very urgent rite?? but anyhoo, i continuely focus on my class and this girl thats sittin next to mark seems like she was listenin to the conversation that mark and i were talkin about. Also, the girl and mark seems like they're goin out too... i dont know but it seems like.... dats kool if they were goin out cause the girl is HOT!!! Then the class ended with some interestin facts about the Renaissance Era that deals with music. So we decided to head over the P.O to get markie's mail and went straight to GPO because markie wanted to try the new ice cream place called "Cold Stone." So we were heading there and all of a sudden, i got stuck in the intersection because some middle aged man cut me off and took very long to enter the main road. I was stuck there for about 3-4 mins and mark told me that he had to drive very slow in order for me to catch up. But i was thinkin that mark wouldnt do that so therefore, i ended up rushin and went straight to the short cut to go to GPO. Mark called me up to check where was my location and i said that i was in the ITC traffic light but i was already at the parking lot in front of Ross. So i told him that i will meet him there but i saw his huge, gigantic antena of his car in the same parkin lot roamin around to find parking. I just decided to tell him that i was there already and he somehow freaked out because i was there already. Anyway, we parked and went inside GPO to get some cold air from the airconditions. We went to some Nike shop in Gpo for his so-called gloves that he needs to use whenever he works out at Paradise. It took very long because he couldnt find his own size. Mostly the sizes were in the large and the extra large but i told him to just wear the large and use rope to tie it tightly in order to fit. Well that was over so we headed to our destination which is Cold Stone. We went there and the place wasnt packed as yesterday when i visited after comin from the burial place. So we went there and mark was lookin for earl since we knew that he works there. We couldnt see him and when mark was about to order, earl just popped out of nowhere!!!! It was freaky!!! I was freakin out because we didnt even know that he was working!!! After that, it was my turn to order and this HOT chick was the one takin my order. It was her first day on the job so she was very nervous which i could really tell. She was blushin and very nervous at all. Her hands were shaking when she was mixing my mint ice cream with chocolate chip and brownies. YUM!!!! That was good!! Anyway, the girl had to asked anyone for help and even the manager had to help her hold my ice cream in the bowl so that it fall or anythin. I told the girl that its okay to be nervous because i had that feelin too when i first started workin. I didnt know wat to do because nobody gave me any trainin at all unlike ColdStone, they go to trainin first before they get to serve customer. Then she just smiled and i could really tell that she was blushin really hard and mark was just standin by the door and excitinly eatin his ice cream. Mark was teasin me that I was makin her nervous. *Yeah rite....* Cold Stone is a place where u get to customize ur own ice cream anyway u like, the taste is very satisfying but the price is not. Anyway, we decided to kick back for a while and we were sittin inside the place and we were just watchin them deal with the customer and earl sounded very annoying somehow. Not to be mean or anythin but he did sounded annoyin and i guess all the girls knew that because all of them kept givin him that irritated face. *I dont know but i see it even mark. We didnt want to say anythin because he is our fren.* I dont know but the girl who made my ice cream was very cute. HAHAHAHA!!! After that, we went back to Tumon to get some coffee but i really didnt feel like gettin any more because i was really full from the ice cream. The ice cream was pretty heavy and thick so it gives so that feelin where ur full already. So we decided to walk around and acted like we're tourist again, this time i really wanted to look for a Wallei because i couldnt find one yesterday but the whole time i couldnt find one. I saw paul's cousin ria at the plaza where she works at Crazy Shirt and i said hi. I remember back then at middle skool, i used to have a crush on her and paul would always tell her... its so embarassin... hahaha... After lookin for a wallet, i went to Postnet to get the mail and headed home to get my cassock. I served at 130 all by myself and i was hopin that gel or toby would serve with me but then again, they were nowhere to found. Its okay though cause i handled it really good even though there were five more priest that concelebrated the mass. After servin, i just remembered about the txt from my ex and so i called her but it seems like it was nothin at all. She sounded fine and good when i spoked to her on the fone and so i didnt bother anymore... Then i went to the church around 6 because i was schedule to serve at 7 and toby and gel were there to serve with me. Skipper was the presider so things was very different... After mass, toby and i went to KFC to chow and my fren txted me that she needed help with somethin so i txted her sayin ok. So i dropped toby home and went to my fren's house and started helpin my fren out. After helpin her out, she asked to stay back for dinner with her family but i was really shy to stay back and besides, i was full from KFC. So i told her that i couldnt and maybe next time but she kept insistin me to stay for a while so i did. We just kicked back for a while and it was fun. But then my mom called me to go home already since she knew that i have skool tomorrow so i told my fren that i had to go home. She said ok and asked me wat are my plans tomorrow cause she wanted to hang out with me for a while before i go to work. I said ok well maybe she will help me look for that wallet that i have been lookin for and now, im hear writin about my day so yeah... i dont think i can write tomorrow because i know that tomorrow is goin to be busy for us in the produce department since the shipment is comin tomorrow which means that i might get off from work around 1-2 in early morning of thursday. *sigh* its okay cause tomorrow is PAYDAY!!! YAY!!!! Well gotta go now and play some games... later...
Hello!! I'm back from the dead so therefore, i will begin writtin again since i have found some desire or determination to write back on my blog. Today really wasn't an ordinary day for me because it was like the first time again of doin somethin. I went to skool this morning and i saw mark kickin back at his car because it was kinda early to go to class. I parked my car next to his and we started talkin about our outline that's due today. I wasnt finish with mine but i have the idea of wats my topic about. Hence, we were straight to our music class and few ppl were already in the classroom reading the music book. *Arrgg!! my fingers are hurtin already.. hehehe i havent use my laptop for a long time so yeah..* Mark and i were talkin about few other interesting topic while we wait for the class to start. Anyway, we watched a boring video about Gregorian Chant and learned some more about it by lecturing. I really couldnt wait to go already because it was totally boring and i couldnt see the damn tv because this CHAUD lady blocking my view. After class ended, mark asked me if i was goin anywhere and i said nowhere maybe just home. So he said ok lets go stroll around first. Hence, we went to P.O to check any mail for him and he received a package. WOW!!! I looked at the package and it contained his dirty clothes that he used on his trip. Eww.... i didnt understand him on that one.... Anyway, we went to the Corporate Office of Payless after because i needed to get a verification of employment for insurance and i just realized it after gettin that i could have just called them first. But its okay cause i was at Agana already and they told me that i need to pick it up after 1 tomorrow. After arguing about the destination, Mark decided to check out that starbucks coffee shindig at Westin so i said sure!!! We parked Below DFS and walked our way around Westin which was very interesting!!! First, we went inside DFS and took some of the samples that they were promoting because we were acting like tourist which eventually got carried away. So we went outside of DFS to go across and we needed to cross the intersection. I noticed that the it was a good timin for us to cross even though we didnt have to use the DAMN thing for crossers. Anyway, i ran across of DFS and i told mark to go but then again, mark was being arrogant and decided to use the DAMN thing. Well, he reminded me that we are tourist and tourist uses those things and i responded to him that "WE" are filipinos tourist. If u happen to go to the pi, u will see alot of ppl crossin any intersection or any where without using those things while the automobles are pssing through. Anyway, we went to the "PLAZA" to check out wats there and i decided to check any surfer shop for a wallet. I needed to change it cause it kinda torn or worn out already. All of a sudden, Mark did a weird pronounciation of the "wallet" he said, its "Wallei" instead of wallet. U know like buffei not buffet, its hard to write it but yeah. I was lookin for a unique wallet and mark suggested again to weave leave instead. Hmm... weird but no!!! its okay... hahaha... Anyway, we got of the plaza and walked all the way to Westin for that craving of starbucks coffee. But we kinda got side-tracked when i decided to go surfer's edge to check if there's any Wallei and nothin seem to be the one im looking for. Somethin interesting came up thought while looking for that item, the sale person was kinda flirting to mark *i think* she kept insistin to mark to try out some clothing and the way to try fittin the clothes on is by the shower room which is located in the back. People can see u there even though the curtains, YES CURTAINS!!!! are covering anyone. Mark thought of it as a kinky idea. Anyway, mark kept whispering to me about the saleslady because the whole time, she sounded weird like she was very honry or somethin. Yes, she sounded like that and i guess its the morning where she was by herself doin inventory and ooh... somethin kinky happens to her.. *ok ok ok enough lut* DAMN MARK!!! SEE!!! Well, we rushed out of that place and went straingth to home base which was Westin. We went to look for the place and we found it alright. It says " We proudly brew starbucks coffee" Im like "WTH!!" oh yes mark, starbucks coffee... Anyway, we ordered some frappacino and split rite away to chow at Mcdo. Once we were at Mcdo, there was this little coffee stands inside the place and its called, "Gloria Jeans Coffee" something like that and there was this HOT CHICK!!! oh yeah.... she was hot so mark said sure lets get coffee again and im like wth.... sure why not??? once we were about to order, i just kept lookin at her and she kept lookin at me in a weird way. I began to check my cellfone because my house was callin me and i didnt want to interfere with the eyes contact thingy. She asked mark his order and i was ABOUT to order but i kinda accidentaly dropped my fone so it was embarrassin... hehehe but anyway, mark was tellin me that the green tea somethin was good so i guess we will be goin to that place in a daily basis. *sigh* that was kinda fun... she's hot so i guess its a good thing rite?? ok well got to go and tomorrow is my day off again which is kool and then on wednesday, it pay day!!! WHOO!!!! ok later..
well its 30 mins past 6 in the morning and i really cant sleep because my puppy kept cryin... yes we have a new puppy. Someone gave the puppy to my mom on monday and i guess my mom decided to keep it. Sorry guys for not updating at all during the past weeks because times were really hard and i couldnt find time at all. I was thinkin that relationships are really hard to maintain especially if its really far cause things can go in-between the two and emotions might ruin. Then church activities were bein hectic this past weeks because all of us werent actin together like paul was too busy with his work, gel wasnt showin up at all, toby has resigned within the altar server but somehow, skipper wants him to come back because toby is the only one who has the responsibillity to do wat skipper wants, shawn still has skool so he doesnt know wat to do, and me?? problems... too much problems.. *sigh* but its okay now cause its a new day for me. If u guys see any grammatical errors in my entry, pls bare with me cause i havent written in a long time. For today, my parents are leaving to go back to the pi because there's somethin wrong with my mom's kidney and somehow, it is really hurtin so much that she can hardly do anythin at all. Also, my dad is goin back too because the doctor wants to see if any progress on his status. That leaves me and my brother here on guam and i guess i have to cooperate with him in order to have some "order" in the house or else, my parents might be force to come back sooner than their vacation suppose to be. Their flight leaves tonight at 6 somethin and then those guys had planned somethin so i guess i can kick it with them after i drop my parents to the airport. I'm off today for work but yesterday was the first of the month which means that everyone had received their food stamps and it was very different this time. This time, pppl have now a look alike credit card that only carries foodstamp and some cash on it. It works like a debit, check, nor a credit card but somehow, payless wasnt prepared for the overwhelming of ppl buyin too many items. They were alot of baggers yesterday and some were asked to be stay back for an hour or so because it was just too much. All of the cashiers were filled ppl linin up and we really couldnt move that much. The carts were all over the parking lot which was very hard to collect because cars were passin through left and right. Also, i really couldnt move that much cause i was very sick in both ways physical and emotinal. I was having a fever with a sore throat that morning and i really couldnt talk so communication was very dull for me. Emotional??? yes because its about the relationship topic and i really dont want to say it here. I just dont want to think about it anymore and we will just leave it just as it is. Oh man... i was about to faint yesterday and i was turnin pale cause i couldnt hack it anymore. I needed a break and also, we had a leader's meetin lastnite and i told them that i will see if i can make it. It turned out that it was very busy so i guess those guys can understand. I was suppose to get out at 10 but i was asked to stay back for an hour so i stayed for an hour which the atmosphere wasnt the same because more ppl kept comin since it was night time. Anyway, i got out around 12 somethin and went straight home because i really feel sick...
Well, thats wat happen yesterday.... i dont know but i just felt writtin for today cause im really thinkin alot of things rite now and i guess i really need a break. I just want to end this entry by sayin take care and wherever u are, just forget about the whole thing. It wasnt worth it at all and i wish u the best.
i dont get it, why is it that life a pain in the butt??? why is it that life makes everythin hard??? i try to learn from my mistakes but it goes the other way around. Instead of learnin, its makin it worst and i really dont like it. Somehow i thought that i will be happy that everythin i wanted is here but i guess im wrong. It doesnt make me happy anymore.... things are changin and i simply dont like it... everythin is goin psychotic and pretty soon i may be like one. I rather go to hell since nothin are changin into good things. *Sigh* Well i guess i havent written in a long time cause i was pratically busy with work, skool, and family affairs. I really miss those things where i wanted to relax and not think of any problems at all. I miss alot of things in this world that i wish it will come back to me and let me cherish it for the last time. Its so sad how life can really be in a pain in the butt. its almost 1 here on guam and pretty soon i will go to sleep. I wish that i will never wake up from my sleep and i guess from now on, life will change on its path. Im not even sure im ready for anythin that i will encounter from the future but all i know is that someday, maybe, it will be us again and forever more. Gud bye...... *cryin*
